Just My Heart of the Day

Grief is a sneaky thing.  You have a run of good days, maybe even weeks, then something small comes along and that heavy pain in your heart is all consuming again.  It's a process.  It's a part of life.  And even though my pain and loss are unique to me, everyone knows grief. 

But I keep living and moving forward because if I do any less, Metisha will kick my butt when I get to heaven :)  And I keep thanking God that because of his plan, there is a heaven, Metisha is now experiencimg pure joy beyond my comprehension, and I will have that same joy and be with her again someday. 

That’s just my thought heart today …